sometimes I wonder how to erase memories in my head and just starting over.
may I?
could I?
whether those are good or bad memories, I just want to start over everything.
nostalgia gives me chills indeed, sometimes.
but it often gives me anxiety, especially when they attacked me in the middle of the night. it totally freaks me out. it’s like you’re trapped in the middle of nowhere, without anyone or anything to hold on to, and suddenly your chest feels tight.
it suffocates me.
